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 Forum: The Haven   Topic: The Point Of No Return

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 1:54 pm 

Replies: 28
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OK, ignoring society, are there things you like? Well even the things I like are not enough to distract me from all this anymore. I can't even enjoy music like I used to...I still like it but I used to actually be kind of enthusiastic about it. I remember having bad feelings to the point of not enj...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: The Point Of No Return

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 5:36 am 

Replies: 28
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nostromo wrote:
OK, ignoring society, are there things you like?


Well even the things I like are not enough to distract me from all this anymore. I can't even enjoy music like I used to...I still like it but I used to actually be kind of enthusiastic about it.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: The Point Of No Return

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 5:34 am 

Replies: 28
Views: 2,119


There is nothing in this society for me either. The fact is that society is a golden cage people stay in just because they like how it shines. You don't need society's approval to do what you want and be what you want to be. It seems that you haven't figured out what you want yet, but you will find...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: The Point Of No Return

 Post subject: The Point Of No Return
Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 5:09 am 

Replies: 28
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There is nothing in this society for me.....I mean there is litterally nothing I find appealing about it at all. What do I do with that? I mean there is no going back is there. Most of my family has more or less found a way to make it work for them. My sisters got her life together and will get some...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: When therapy does not help...

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 1:50 am 

Replies: 7
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I mean now I don't even want to be in certain public places by myself because Im worried about what my mind will do... On top of this I am back in college and I really kind of want to do well this time even if I don't end up getting a full degree or any sort of career I would like to not fail becau...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: When therapy does not help...

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 1:46 am 

Replies: 7
Views: 1,050


But I am worried that if things keep getting worse I'm going to end up having a mental breakdown or a psychotic moment and will end up missing school over it. I mean then I don't know what I will do about staying enrolled and all that. Sounds like you are setting yourself up for a self-fulfilling p...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: How to stop it.

Posted: 23 Jan 2011, 1:39 am 

Replies: 19
Views: 2,335


Tried killing myself two years ago. Didn't have the balls. I know one thing: I died that day. I attempted suicide when I was 15, have been close to attempting many times since then......don't know how to save myself......just hoping to get through this. But I dont know if I can. Just try to hold on...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: When therapy does not help...

Posted: 22 Jan 2011, 6:04 pm 

Replies: 7
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I was seeing a couple of counselors many years ago, and they tried everything that they could to help me, but nothing worked. One of them was going to get an autism expert in to see if it was my autism or my personality. I think it was my personality. I have a bit of a rebellious streak when I feel...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: When therapy does not help...

Posted: 22 Jan 2011, 5:30 pm 

Replies: 7
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So It was a bit of a hassle to get in counseling, but even after all that and a few meetings I just feel like its pointless. I mean I can't even get a real diagnosis or full psychologicical evalution which I feel is what I really need. I mean he's trying to help with the depression and anxiety but i...

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: Need a bit of help on this.

Posted: 22 Jan 2011, 5:09 pm 

Replies: 7
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I don't think its a matter of not having grown up enough, its more of a matter of being a bit unfit for society...at least that is my veiw. I know that sounds kinda harsh but that is the way I see it even for myself.....I have aspergers, PTSD, depression and anxiety also I have my concerns that ther...

 Forum: General Autism Discussion   Topic: What do you hate the most about having autism/aspergers ?

Posted: 22 Jan 2011, 2:45 am 

Replies: 191
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Being dismissed as some idiot because I take to long to respond to questions with words......its very annoying. Also feeling like there's always something going on that I am oblivious to, though sometimes its something I can find humour in if people are not being complete asses about it.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: How to stop it.

Posted: 21 Jan 2011, 7:54 pm 

Replies: 19
Views: 2,335


Giftorcurse wrote:
Tried killing myself two years ago. Didn't have the balls. I know one thing: I died that day.


I attempted suicide when I was 15, have been close to attempting many times since then......don't know how to save myself......just hoping to get through this. But I dont know if I can.

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: How to stop it.

Posted: 21 Jan 2011, 7:29 pm 

Replies: 19
Views: 2,335


Well, there's what you think, and there's what you do. They don't have to be the same thing. Since I am on medication now, I haven't had bouts of thinking about suicide for years now. That's rather pleasant. Nonetheless, I have spent years and years with suicidal ideation battering my brain. What a...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: "Giving Marijuana to Autistic Children"

Posted: 21 Jan 2011, 7:19 pm 

Replies: 107
Views: 1,408


Well I had a similar situation, i've had to grow up to be normal. 21 isn't bad, i'm 26 and still have a long long way to go. You should tell someone really. That definitely isn't you being paranoid? But I don't know your family, so you could be right. Well I could totally just be paranoid abou them...

 Forum: The Haven   Topic: How to stop it.

 Post subject: Re: suicide
Posted: 21 Jan 2011, 7:11 pm 

Replies: 19
Views: 2,335


Well I agree there.....I just don't have health inurance. Hopefully I will get this under control soon......if not I am not ruling out calling 9-11 on myself if i really feel like I can't stop myself. Try your local phone book. You may have a local crisis hotline. There may be some other sources of...

 Forum: Adult Autism Issues   Topic: "Giving Marijuana to Autistic Children"

Posted: 21 Jan 2011, 6:51 pm 

Replies: 107
Views: 1,408


Well I had a similar situation, i've had to grow up to be normal. 21 isn't bad, i'm 26 and still have a long long way to go. You should tell someone really. That definitely isn't you being paranoid? But I don't know your family, so you could be right. Well I could totally just be paranoid abou them...
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