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07 Jan 2023, 3:40 pm

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I prayed and asked God for a Bible verse about this situation and got Psalm 56:3
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you"


"God" is irrelevant here. 8)


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Also, as George Carlin said, "I have no stake in the outcome." I'll stick around for the comedy.

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11 Jan 2023, 12:05 am

klanka wrote:
I prayed and asked God for a Bible verse about this situation and got Psalm 56:3
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you"

Excuse me but I was randomly reminded of the unicorn verse.

"Will the unicorn be willing to serve thee, or abide by thy crib? Canst thou bind the unicorn with his band in the furrow? or will he harrow the valleys after thee? Wilt thou trust him, because his strength is great? or wilt thou leave thy labour to him? Wilt thou believe him, that he will bring home thy seed, and gather it into thy barn?"

— Job 39:9–12

Way to undermine the poor unicorn with human superiority.

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11 Jan 2023, 12:06 am

Pepe wrote:
klanka wrote:
I prayed and asked God for a Bible verse about this situation and got Psalm 56:3
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you"


"God" is irrelevant here. 8)

I believe you. Otherwise medics would offer prayers instead of meds for cancer. It would be a much more effective and easy alternative. The fact it doesn't work more on disease than placebo has something of importance to say.


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It is for my well-being that you do not insist and accept the things I tell you that are not right for me in my life, please respect that. Convincing me to take on things when I'm unready for them is a counter productive mistake and harmful. ---------------

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11 Jan 2023, 7:05 am

Rexi wrote:
Pepe wrote:
klanka wrote:
I prayed and asked God for a Bible verse about this situation and got Psalm 56:3
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you"


"God" is irrelevant here. 8)

I believe you. Otherwise medics would offer prayers instead of meds for cancer. It would be a much more effective and easy alternative. The fact it doesn't work more on disease than placebo has something of importance to say.


We atheists need to stick together. <hug>


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Also, as George Carlin said, "I have no stake in the outcome." I'll stick around for the comedy.

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11 Jan 2023, 1:51 pm

Got my bible out on the table so can't really say I'm an atheist. I would like to believe in god and an afterfife but the lack of proof for it bugs me.

Voices in my head and physical discomfort aren't too bad at present. On the Guinness badly though..


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13 Jan 2023, 12:05 pm

Guys, the guy with the Bible verse tried to help. I don't think this should become a atheist vs theist thread :)

Though the Bible may give someone who hears voices wrong ideas about the cause.


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13 Jan 2023, 11:16 pm

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Got my bible out on the table so can't really say I'm an atheist. I would like to believe in god and an afterfife but the lack of proof for it bugs me.

Voices in my head and physical discomfort aren't too bad at present. On the Guinness badly though..


The lack of proof IS the foundation for faith. Do not lose hope...


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14 Jan 2023, 8:29 am

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The lack of proof IS the foundation for faith. Do not lose hope...
But if god exists why doesn't he show himself? Then the whole world would be christian.


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14 Jan 2023, 9:28 am

Maybe god is not a christian. Maybe god thinks it's unnecessary to believe in a god, and it's best to just use the universe as a playground/canvas.

If a god exists anyway.


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16 Jan 2023, 2:19 pm

Hey, as this problem seems like demons...why not go to the local catholic church and ask for exorcism?
I say catholic church because they are known for taking this type of stuff seriously. Other denominations might just brush it off as something else. A Pentecostal church might also help.



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16 Jan 2023, 3:09 pm

Exorcism is not an appropriate treatment for getting rid of voices. At best it will change the content. Like instead of "hey I'm the government I'm harassing you lol" it'll be like "hey I'm some powerful demon straight outta hell I'm harassing you lol". Government or demons, it's basically the same.

Though in some situations reciting Bible verses may give you comfort, if that works for you (it wouldn't work for me). Maybe by reducing anxiety the symptoms can be reduced. If medication alone doesn't work well, maybe cognitive behaviour therapy would.

In my case, I see the state as the biggest threat to humanity. The state is constantly harassing people, killing people in wars, responsible for the biggest crimes in the history of mankind, threatening workers with violence if they don't want to pay for wars, etc. So if I would hear voices, I maybe would also assume I have government computers in my head. Demons are a joke compared with the state.

You may already have guessed that I consider myself libertarian.


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16 Jan 2023, 9:26 pm

Had a difficult day today. Woke up feeling pretty good, the sun was shining, I felt OK. Then I ordered some non alcoholic beer so I was feeling quite pleased with myself. Then I started getting abdominal cramps and the computer voice saying 'we want you to kill yourself with alcohol, we'll get you somehow sooner or later'.

Ended up getting some alcohol and feeling a bit better now although I'm still up at 2.26am. Getting more alcohol delivered tomorrow..


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17 Jan 2023, 11:39 am

hearing voices is common knowledge in christiantiy:
https://evangelistjoshua.com/silencing-evil-voices-2/



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19 Jan 2023, 7:37 am

Yea, I also think that Abraham was a schizophrenic. He heard voices asking him to kill his son. And then he mutilated his own penis. Seems like a severe case of schizophrenia.



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19 Jan 2023, 12:14 pm

Voices really bad at the moment saying 'you're very very good but you need to get a job' on a loop.

Bad chest tension and anxiety. On the Guinness atm.

It seems to be a pattern atm. I start the day feeling ok and then deteriorate..


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19 Jan 2023, 12:56 pm

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It seems to be a pattern atm. I start the day feeling ok and then deteriorate..


Can you try to take a 30 minutes nap (with alarm set) when it starts deteriorating? A short nap is basically like a "reset" button for your every day state of consciousness.

Though it's kinda impracticable to try to take a nap every time it starts deteriorating.